It's been a bad week for me, and so I haven't had much to say. Camp is over now, so I think I'm going to be a little better this week. I just felt so left out last week, when I was home, and they were all there. Then, to top it all off, I got a bit of a cold or something and was running a bit of a fever. Oy, I am so glad this week is over. There have been other things going on this week too that have made it bad, but I'm not so sure I want to talk about it at the moment. I miss certain people who don't seem to want to have to do anything with me. And i can understand why....but it still hurts....anyway, this isn't the point.
The point is: why do people only seem to want to see things one way? My family has decided that my job sucks, and that I need a better one because all I do is make pies. Well, that's true, and it drives me nuts, but at least I have a full time job, with benefits, and really awesome cheap insurance. I pointed this out to my family today, as my cousin, who is 2 years older than I am, quit his good job at the hospital because it was boring, and now works at Subway, while going to school. He also still lives with his mother. So how does this make me a worse person than him? Yeah, I'd like to know that too.
I'm the first one on the side of the family to finish college, hell, to GO to college at all, and it seems like no one cares. I dunno, I'd just like someone to care once in awhile, instead of telling me that I'm a bum, I'm fat, I need to diet, I need a better job, etc. Because it HURTS to hear that from your family all the time. Can't someone recognize the accomplishments that I have? Accomplishments that no one else in my family seems to be able to do? I guess not.
Another thing that bothers me is work, and while I don't think I should talk about it too much on here, there is one thing I'd like to say: I don't like how there are different standards for different people. I've been there a year (give or take a week), and I know that my boss has high standards for me. I just feel like she doesn't have the same standards for everyone else, and many of them have been there longer. I mean, I know that's a good thing I guess, that she expects more of me, but I wish that sometimes the other people would help out a little more. Because I can only go so far.
I guess that's all I have to say right now. I keep getting distracted by the movie I'm watching.....I'm having a mighty ducks marathon :) watching the first two tonight, and the third one after work tomorrow. Honestly, I do have a lot more to say, and if I had access to this while I was at work and had more time to think I'd have like 8 billion updates. But I can't, so I don't .
Anyway, bye for now, I'm sure to have more later.
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