:(

I'm lonely. I really wish I had someone to spend time with, but it seems like no one wants to spend time with me. I'm not really talking friend wise, because I have some really awesome friends, but none that really live around here. But that's really not the point....I want someone to spend the rest of my life with. I don't know, I'm just feeling lonely lately.

My family is always having some financial problems, and that's really hitting me hard too. It seems like nothing is really working for me lately. I mean, sure, I got a raise at work, but now it seems that I have to start helping out my mom.

I dunno, they say that God's always looking out for me, and that he can only give me what I can handle. But really, I think he's giving me too much lately. It's just one thing after another, after another lately. I'd like a break once in awhile. I know I'm an adult now, and that things are harder....but yeah....it's a lot all at once. I guess I should seriously consider going to see a counselor or something, someone who can help me a little bit.

I dunno, life is just getting me down today.